Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Summer???

So working for the state sucks....I have no idea if I will have a job come July.  I have a few choices, depending upon the outcome of the job situation. 

#1.  If I still have a job come July I will be waking up every morning at about 6:45 depressed that I have to get out of bed to go to my dead end job.  Remembering that even though in the summertime I have Fridays off....I still work from 8:00am - 5:15pm Monday  through Thursday and I swear by 4:00pm mentally my day is over. 

#2.  Furlough every Thursday making my paycheck significantly less, therefore need to find extra income to pay my mortgage, however this will automatically give me a 4 day weekend, giving me time to figure out how to get out of the dead end job, or at least find something in my life to supplement so the depression doesn't hurt so badly. 

#3 (this is what I really want to do) Furlough the whole summer therefore having no income but will be overjoyed that I do not have to show up at my job.  Maybe then I can kick my ass in mega gear and figure out once and for all what I want to do when I grow up.  This would be by far the most fantastic idea except it would give Rich a heart attack, so I guess its a no go. 

#4. Quit my job and move with Rich and Beaux so no one can find us.  This sounds like a good idea, but I am thinking this wont happen unless we win the lottery.

#5. Become an escort, not into that so much but I hear the $ is good.

I am thinking I am going to end up with option #1 or #2 even though option 3 is the best looking.  Trying to stay positive here....
Maybe I will feel better when it stops raining.